Sixty minutes of thinking of any kind is bound to lead to confusion and unhappiness. - James Thurber

So there are times when your head is clear and things look as you expect them to be. Then there are times when your head starts spinning and you wonder why you can't keep a single train of thought.

That dizzy feeling that tells you that you're going through something, something big....

As you walk out the door into the cool evening air slowly floating to your car, you try to pull yourself together by taking a deep breath.

No such luck, your head keeps spinning and you get that feeling of utter relaxation that occurs only seconds before you pass out.

But you don't pass out. You just sit there, in your car, not quite understanding how you got to this moment, not quite wanting the feeling or moment to end. Or do you want to shake it off?

It's so hard to understand yourself when it comes to these things.

You've never been very good at figuring things like this out. It seems that you are an open book to everyone but yourself.

It's always frustrated you to think about the possibility of this sort of thing happening to you but you've managed to keep yourself at an arms length from this sort of thing.

You glance at the clock, an hour has passed.

But now here you sit, in your car. Wondering how you got to this moment. Wondering what will happen from here.